When you are in pain you really don't want to interact with people. The old lion with the thorn in it's paw fable is on the money. Unfortunately my form of growling is cursing like a sailor. Were talking really bad stuff. I don't like to be around most people. Especially people I don't know very well. I have to put on the face. Ugh! The only remedy I have up to this point is to take my pain medication and let it take hold of my personality. I am sure that part of what is going on with me is depression as well. It seems that chronic pain and depression are best friends. So to try and be accommodating with the world I take the pills and put on the face.
My goal with this new pain management is to find alternative methods in deal with people and actually enjoy the company.
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